im not forceful enough to post this

yesterday is sadly day of my life :’( twice cried in one day man , maybe not twice but more i guess. first , let me to tell you.

when i was sleep i dream about cobra starship yep that’s my awesome dream , i woke up because my cellp vibrated i look out my cellp that’s from dineta. Dineta tell me about bad bad bad bad news i’ve ever seen . you know what? yep Ryan Ross and Jon Walker left from PATD !!! gosh i shocked up ! i tried to digest am i still sleep? so this just my bad dreams. i close my eyes and open after that , i realize my dream is over and now is real ! ryan&jon is out from patd yeah thats real. i dont know what must i do? but one thing , i can’t hold my tears again . im crying so deep why? bcs i love patd so much ! patd is not patd again without ryro and jon ! patd member is ryro brendon jon spencer FOREVER ! i still can’t believe it . i turn on my laptop and searching the truth . i open patd officialy and look the news , and i look at news and they say ” We just wanted to let you know, that the news of Ryan and Jon leaving the band is unfortunately true” . when i read this i like got a supermassive hole in my heart , i cant stop crying . why patd must broke up ??

and what the next made me cry? is when i watched MJ funeral :’( my heart broke up when look mj’s coffin :( i still cant believe it if mj is is …. ( sorry i can’t continue) im cryin when michael daughter’s give the last impression to Mj , i know how that’s feelin . must be so hurt . oh Mj you’re is gone but your music is forever, your music made peace to the world . i love you MJ :’) you’re my magical king of pop!